Some songs still remind me of how painstakingly alone I continually am…

I’m still breaking old habits, habits when you pulled the wool over me
I can see everything, everything remembering “jinx removing”

I mean if I wasn’t so lonely I wouldn’t have all this time on my hands. And like they say, time on your hands is like an unopened Christmas present from your parents.  For all you know it could be that a new Transformers figurine that you’ve wanted since you were 11 which has been made even more cooler now that the new movie is super-awesome. BUT it could also be 6 pairs of underwear that you mentioned that you needed sometime back in August. It’s really the luck of the draw with time, you hope for the best, hope something good comes along- but in the long run you know your going to end up with 6 pairs of gruds.

So I couldn’t access this computer yesterday, so it’s a day late. Sad times, I know. Makes me cry on the inside, not on the outside of course. The outside is all about fake confidence and an assuring glimmer in my eye that lets you know I’m a complete mess on the inside and probably the loneliest guy you know.